Blake and I got a superprise today! We had our 12 week sonogram. Everything looks wonderful! Baby A and Baby B are very active and so healthy. All the key parts in the right places and perfect growth. It was a magical experience seeing and hearing (for the first time!) their strong heartbeats. Oh, and their detailed profiles. And long, outstretched legs. My heart is still melting. I knew it would be a big moment if for no other reason than because I graduated from the dildo cam to the sonogram (on the stomach).
But, it was so much more...
I started sobbing - heaving - almost immediately. And I love that my immediate response to crying so hard and laughing hysterically in tandem is to tell whoever is witnessing that it is because of IVF and how thankful I am to be living this dream...blah...blah...blah! Even the sonographer started crying! Hey, I have said it before: I am nothing if not a tid bit dramatic. And, it is a damn good story. One that I am so proud of - even more so because it is just the beginning of what is real...my babies.
Baby B was lounging, legs crossed and arms outstretched. He or She gave us a lot of great pictures, but no jackpot shots. (One day I will probably regret calling my child's privates a "jackpot".)
B.U.T. Baby A was more than willing to cooperate...
Sonographer: Do you two plan to find out gender?
Me: (Screeching) YES!!!
Sonographer: Well, I can only tell you with 85-90% certainly (because that is all they allow me to say!), but it is clearly visible to me that Baby A is a...
B & Me: (interrupting in unison) A BOY, right???
Sonographer: (laughing) A GIRL.
Me: (hysterically sobbing and laughing) (and with all my beautiful girl names swirling around in my head like fairytales)
B: (silent for maybe the first time in his life and pale faced) (but with a huge smile!)
WOW! When it comes to baby making, clearly I stand corrected on all fronts! I would have bet anything that we were having two boys. I am still shocked!!! And, so incredibly happy! We have to wait three more weeks for the anatomy scan for the 100% confirmation of Baby A and for the determination of Baby B. I don't know how I am going to make it!!!